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Saturday, September 06, 2008

Aimlessness

The wish for freedom itself
Is keeping me in bondage
The only prison
Is the one built by myself
For myself
A prison of my mind

Why do I struggle to be free
When all the universe
Has conspired
To bring me on this path?

When mine is the nature
Of endless space
When my mind is a
Drop of dew
Reflecting eternity?

Freedom is to aimlessly accept
That I am the world
And that the world is
Compassion and insight already

Between me and liberation
There is only one barrier
There is only the wish
For liberation itself
That I can drop in a single
Breath

And be one with the
Endlessly joyful
Birds in the sky

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

The nature of reality

Love is truly the fabric of reality.

What happens when we are experiencing anger, hatred, and aversion? We feel separated from others. We are here and others are there. We feel a sense of distance.

What happens when we feel love, compassion, and tenderness? We feel connected. We feel close. We feel the distances diminishing and if we are completely filled with love we feel ourselves and others becoming one, melting together in oneness.

Connectedness, mutual dependence, and unity is the nature of reality. All separation and duality is illusory. Therefore love is also the true nature of reality. It is the true nature of mind. Love is pure, unstained, radiant reality. Love is wisdom and truth.

And love begins with a simple wish. Love begins with a heartfelt wish that another being will be happy!

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Cherishing others

Whatever joy there is in this world
All comes from desiring others to be happy,
And whatever suffering there is in this world,
All comes from desiring myself to be happy.

But what need is there to say much more?
The childish work for their own benefit,
The Buddhas work for the benefit of others.
Just look at the difference between them!

These are the words of great sage Shantideva. Whenever I read them or are reminded of them I feel a trembling inside. I know, with every fiber of my being, that these words are true. More true than anything else. But, as Shantideva would put it; I am ignorant, feeble-minded, indolent and slothful. My mind is overwhelmed with selfish desire and wickedness. Caring for others seems to be the last thing on my mind. Caring for myself comes with no effort.

But every day I can try to become a little more loving, a little more compassionate, a little more generous and a little more wise. Drop by drop water sculpts the rock. I kindle the light of peace and understanding in my heart, hoping that one day I might be of benefit to others.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Joyful enthusiasm

Sometimes a single aspect of the Dharma comes into focus, and in it you find the path in its entirety. Recently that has happened for me with the paramita of Virya. Virya is often translated as "energy", but for me it has come alive as what I would call "joyful enthusiasm".

Imagine some children that have been out playing all day. They come home all bruised and exhausted. And yet they don't complain. Quite the opposite — they look forward to doing the same thing the very next day. That is joyful enthusiasm, a state of mind that makes any task effortless.

Of course, the children would not be able to maintain that joyful enthusiasm if the task was something completely different than playing, say cleaning their room. We are all like that. We can only muster joy and enthusiasm (to whatever degree we can muster them at all) for tasks that fit a very narrow view of what we "like doing". For the tasks we don't like doing we in fact have a whole arsenal of thought patterns which only purpose seems to be to destroy any trace of Virya in our minds. Like "Why do I always have to do this? Why can't he do it?" or "Doing this is so boring, I wish could hire someone to do this for me!"

So, of course the question is whether Virya is a state of mind that can be nurtured or generated. We can all agree that we would be much more successful at any task, whether it is cleaning the dishes or striving towards enlightenment, if we performed it with a mind filled with joyful enthusiasm. But most of us have the experience that enthusiasm comes rather randomly. Sometimes we get enthusiastic about certain things, sometimes we don't. Even doing the things that we normally enjoy doing there is no guarantee that Virya will arise.

The great new is that the Buddha showed us that there are practices that lead to Virya, and that Virya indeed is an important practice in itself. For example, Virya is among the six paramitas, the six perfections, which consist of generosity (dana), ethical behaviour (sila), patience (kshanti), enthusiam (virya), concentration (samadhi) and wisdom (prajna). If seen as a gradual path, the practice of generosity, ethical behaviour and patience lead to enthusiasm. Enthusiasm in turn is a prerequisite for concentration (meditation) and wisdom, and thus — ultimately — enlightenment.

I said at the beginning of this post that I felt as if I had discovered in Virya the path in its entirety. And it is easy to see that without joyful enthusiasm we will not get very far on our spiritual journey. It is possible to force oneself to disciplines such as giving or meditation, but if they are performed without joy or enthusiasm they will not amount to much. We will just get exhausted and fed up with the whole thing and before long we will find ourselves back in our old patterns. The old patterns where enthusiasm seems to be something that arises rather randomly and more or less by pure chance.

Virya is an necessary ingredient in all stages of the path. It is essential that we discover how to make it arise in our minds and how to strengthen it when it has arisen.

So, for the benefit of all beings, may I be able to do just that. With great joy. And great enthusiasm.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Amitabha

Amitabha

Boundless Buddha of emptiness
How grateful I am to rest
In your tender care

As the radiant red rays
Of your all-embracing love
Penetrates everything
Penetrates everywhere

Always and since beginningless time
All life reverberates
With the sound of your silence

Oh Amitabha
May you grant me
Precious bodhichitta

So that I may be in love forever
And so that I may
Put an end to the suffering and pain of all

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Simple Dharma. Complicated mind.

I recently heard something that made a big impact on me. It was Lama Pema Wangdak that said the following:

Dharma is simple. It is mind that is complicated.

Buddhist doctrine can seem immense and complicated, abstruse and impenetrable. But these are just formulations that are necessary not because Dharma or truth is complicated, but because mind is complicated.

Our minds refuse to accept the utter simplicity of the truth. That is why Buddha gave us the dharma as 84,000 different teachings.

One breath in mindfulness. That is really all that is needed.

But my mind is so enmeshed in delusions that it cannot accept something so simple as that. That is why dharma practice consists so much of removing destructive patterns, false ideas, and erroneous concepts.

I have this feeling that if I ever realize how simple the truth is, I will spend the rest of my life smiling about how much I used to complicate things...